(I noticed that I used the phrase, "chances are..." in my last post so here it yet some more of that)
So i just need to blurted out... CHANCES ARE ...... I MIGHT NOT BE IN SCHOOL THIS SEMESTER..
There, I said it! so now i wait til i feel better.....
doodoo doo doo doooo dooo doo
nope not helping.
Why can't life just throw me a break. I couldn't come up with the money to pay for my previous balance from last semester and now I don't know what I am to do.
I have thought about asking my family... but with them buying my sister a car and with them complaining Christmas left them broke i'd rather not. Besides, if they really had the money to help me they would offer right? I mean, after all they do know I am in need of it and they even know the amount.. which isn't much but still I am just not able to come up with it.
Why does it all have to revolve around money. Why cant love or kindness make the world go round? why must it be a piece of green paper and some coins???
I guess a lot of it has to do with my choice to go to this private university. Could I really be blamed for wanting the best?
Soy una nina caprichosa! Y cuando quiero algo, me propongo a conseguirlo acomo pueda...
That is when it comes to school.. I am passionate about getting my degree, and taking yet another semester off (this would be my second) would just place me more behind.. I don't want to be an undergrad anymore. I want to join all of those professionals. I want to make a difference in a child's education and life! (I'd like to think that I am already doing that at one of my jobs... I love my kiddos... all 135 of them..) but there nothing like getting there already.
I thought this would help. I have been trying so hard to keep it in all day.. smile at everyone and be jolly and now I cant.
I guess one of the best things I can say about living and being alone is the fact that you can have a breakdown and know that no one will be around to hear you. The worst part is not having anyone tell you that you will be okay..
1 comment:
My friend how can family know you need help if you do not ask... tell them...
money makes the world go round because this life is here for a moment and we should cherrish all what we have because the next life we will live with the lord will not compair to this life where money does not rule but live and kindness does...
You are not caprichosa you want what you want and you should go for it...
I hate to break it to you, but even if you have a college degree that is merly a piece of paper you still need the experience so use this time to be a substatute teacher and gain some experiance look at the positive and you will be ok.
Yes you are right about being alone and no one will know you are breaking down i have been in that situation for about 3-4 years already... It really sucks... I know and the thing is I am telling you
YOU WILLBE OK
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